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I went out to Killing Fantasy with Amy last night. It was cool, never have I heard so many great female bands being played in a club before. I am incredibly hungover and tired, for I had 8, yes, 8 Jaegermeisters last night and I have a BASTARD of a hangover. Some weird Aussie guy tried to chat me up on the bus so I lied and told him I was gay (well, it's a half truth). Tess, incidentally, was in Jilly's; talk about sod's law. My first HARM meeting was boss although we didn't get much done, we have to sort out the fanzine, o joy. I'm going to review Reading. It was really boss seeing Matthew and Jim last night, although I wish Matthew wasn't so damn bitchy about Danny, but then Danny told him he had a threesome in a lift with some girl from HARM. Matthew didn't believe him. Neither do I. Danny's lovely but he is so full of shit at times. He denies the thing about claiming he converted me from lesbianism, but I have my doubts. I'm still pretty hurt. You don't do that to yr friends. I am considering telling everyone that Danny couldn't come, but then neither can I, so it's a bit hypocritical and anyway I'm not going down to his level. And I doubt very much that Matthew, Nicky and anyone else who's had to listen to Danny going on and on about what he's done with me really cares anyway. God...considering how sexually frustrated Matthew is - he hasn't had a shag for 2 years - it must irritate him no end hearing Danny going on and on about his sex life. I know it irritates me. Blah, sex is overrated. I've actually cried a couple of times during sex because of the pain, although it hurts less now. I even had to go to the doctor about it because I was so worried there was something wrong with my vag.

Do you drink [alcohol]?: See earlier. The Jaegermeister! The Jaegermeister!

Do you party a lot? I have my moments

Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: No, I don't do drugs. Can't be bothered with them. It's all a load of bollocks and I prefer alcohol

How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: Too bloody much

Do you skip classes? Yes

Do you have casual sex? No - despite what Stacy thinks, bisexuals aren't always shagging around

Do you steal?: No, unless you count downloading stuff

Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: Inappropriate for what?

Do you drool over celebrities?: Only over the fitties. Not the loons who appear in Heat, I have no time for Posh Spice and Jordan. They need a sound thrashing

Do you watch a lot of TV?: Not really, it's just always on in here

Do you ever watch the News?: Yes. I like the news, it makes me know things, as Lyns MyMelody said on Kittyradio

Do you even care about world issues?: Yes. I have lost sleep over the Palestine question

Do you read books often?: I do a Literature course so I have to. Otherwise yes

Are you failing a lot of your classes?: I'm doing fine in German, not too sure about Spanish. I really buggered up my oral

Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: I like being alone, but I like being with Danny or the housemates or Clare or the flatmates too

Do you smoke cigarettes?: No, I think it's sacrilegious

Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: I'm not that bored and I can never be arsed to drag my lazy arse out the house

Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: Yes, I think my most overused words in here are fuck and Matthew (sometimes in the same sentence)

Do you cuss a lot?: Yes

Are you desperate to fit in?: Not any more. Sod it

The Goth Stereotype

Black lipstick?: Yes

Black eyeliner?: Yes but it gets in my eyes and it bloody kills

Black eye shadow?: I prefer grey or purple

Black trench coat?: No, but I wouldn't mind one like Neo's

Black boots?: Oh yes

Black fishnets?: I have quite the collection of fishnets, in many colours

Black nail polish?: I never wear it, it always chips

Cigarettes?: No

Heavy metal music?: Yes, I joined HARM for a reason

Marilyn Manson?: He's alright, yeah

Kittie?: I used to love them when I was 16, I guess it was partly the novelty of an all female metal band as I'd never seen one before. Gone off them now. System rip-offs. Bah

Cradle of Filth?: Vom.

Constant frown and perpetual angst?: No, just constant whinging

Do you like to be seen as: dunno

Are you an intellectual?: Pretentious? Ich?

An atheist?: Yes in that I'm not a Christian, and no in that I do follow a religion but not an organised one

Horrible home life?: Nicky's gone now so the bad atmosphere's gone, but I've never had a bad home life in that my parents didn't hit me or anything. My dad dying and my mum having a nervous breakdown wasn't a barrel of laughs, though

Hopelessly depressed?: I try not to be, because we all know what that leads to...

Suffering with suicidal idealations? Suicide is for wussies

Self-mutilation?: Yes. I still cut myself. I'm not proud of it and I hate people who glorify in showing off their cuts - there are people like that on Kittyradio and it makes me so angry. You are not cool, you need help. I mainly do it when I'm stressed or extremely upset or both. I am trying to stop but it's hard

The Punk Stereotype

Plaid?: Despite my Scottish heritage, no

Big black boots?: Yes

Mohawk?: No, my hair would never agree to it

Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: I only have a nose ring, the other piercings are either in the ears or under my clothes

Loud, confident and opinionated?: Sometikmes I'm loud. I'm not very confident. I am, however, opinionated. Just ask Steve.

Wild hair colours?: Occasionally I get the tubes of dye out

NOFX?: Heard one song, heard 'em all. Give me the Kennedys any day

Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: A bit

The Jock Stereotype

What's your IQ?: 140 ish

Do you watch a lot of sports?: Not really

Play a lot of sports?: No, I am a lazy fucker

Talk a lot about sports?: Nothing is more boring than hearing Steve and Duncan rabbiting on about snooker

Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: I do anything BUT thinking about sport

Are you arrogant?: A bit

Are you a male or female whore?: I've only had sex with six men in 3 years, so no

Are you homophobic?: Well, it would be rather stupid for a bisexual to be a homophobe. It's just as well I'm not, after all I do live with a gay man.

Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: I'm really not that sad. I take the piss out of my mates but that's normal

But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: I am insecure, and people know it

Boobs: average size

Parties: Only if I'm in the mood

Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers: Pardon my arrogance, but I am wasted in Maccy D's

The Girl Stereotype

Do you spend a lot of time on your appearance?: It takes me about 10 minutes to get ready

Have you ever been on a diet?: Yes, for health reasons

How much did you lose?: Bugger all

Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: No, because I didn't vomit everything up

Make yourself throw up?: Yes. I binge and purge sometimes

Make-up? Occasionally

Low-cut tops?: Yes. I love my corset

Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: Yes, because it keeps getting in my face. My hair takes after my dad, except it's wavy not curly

Giggle a lot?: Only when drunk, nervous or in the presence of Danny or Duncan

What's the deal with boys?: They smell funny. But I prefer them to women because they don't talk about shoes

Thongs?: WEDGIES!

Pretty bras?: Yeah

YM, Cosmo, et al?: I have a secret liking for More! and Heat

Who's the weaker sex?: Both, in different ways

Are you a feminist?: Yes, and proud of it, and yes, I do like men

Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: He's overrated, but he can act. I prefer Jude Law

Are you emotional?: Not as much as I used to be, I've become a bit colder

This Or That

Originality or Acceptance?: Originality

Independence or Companionship?: Independence

Stability or Freedom?: Freedom

Personal or Interpersonal?: personal

Introvert or Extrovert?: Introvert

Popularity or Isolation?: popularity

Unique or Loved?: Loved

Understood or Individual?: Understood

You or Them?: Moi