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Preeeeeesenting...the new HARM secretary!

"What would they say if they knew
I went to Jilly's with
A Zionist Jew whose name is Matthew?
They'd say I'm sleeping with the enemy
It's such an irony
I won't let my politics interfere with my friendships"
- Lotte Holmes, I'm Finding It Hard To Be A Socialist
I am now HARM secretary, but then again, it was inevitable as no-one was running against me. My first meeting is next week. Ah, 'tis good to be back in Jilly's after two weeks of doing absolutely bugger all back in Chester. I may go tonight just because I'm bored shitless. It was boss being back in Korumba and seeing everyone again - although I'm still getting over the fact that Matthew's had his ponytail cut off and now looks like a gothic, Jewish Peter Andre. Not that that means he's minging or anything. HARM committee meetings are going to be difficult, I'll have to concentrate on my notes and stop perving at Matthew and daydreaming about having rampant sex with him on a kitchen table. Bad, naughty, wicked me! Nicky was there and she told me something worrying - Danny has been telling the ladies of the UMIST Physics class (not Duncan, thank fuck) that he apparently converted me from lesbianism. I hope this isn't true. He KNOWS I'm bisexual, not gay - he's met Owen for fuck's sake! And I've told him about my (male) exes!
Tess and me were supposed to be going to Canal Street last night but she cancelled because her friend was having problems with her house or something. This is what, the fifth time we've failed to meet up? Joe and Tori think she's messing me around. Miriam, however, thinks I'm being paranoid. I just hope she's right.

Name: Lotte
Birthdate: 28/04/1984
Birthplace: Lewisham, London (god I'm so ghetto)
Current Location: Manchester
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Brown naturally, but at the moment it's red
Righty or Lefty: I'm a good little socialist
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Innie or Outtie: Inny

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
The shoes you wore today: Black boots from TK Maxx with white bits on them
Your eyes: Hazel. They don't work too well. I had an op on one of them when I was 13 because I kept getting blurry vision. One is higher than t'other
Your fears: Me dying, or my mum dying, or nuclear war

-----------------WHAT IS------------------
Your most overused phrase on aim: I don't have AOL but on Kittyradio it's "liek OMG" in a sarcastic manner
Your thoughts first waking up: "Come on Lotte, get up you lazy fucker"
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes
Your best physical feature: My nose
Your bedtime: Between 12 and 4
Your most missed memory: My dad

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
Pepsi or coke: Coke because Pepsi is so sickly
McDonald's or Burger King: Fuck the fuck off
Single or group dates: Single, more intimate
Adidas or Nike: Fuck the fuck off. Why can't they cater for anti-capitalists? Gah.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee

----------DO YOU--------------
Cuss: All the time. Miriam and me are the only people in the house who say "cunt"
Take a shower everyday: No, every 2 days
Have a crush(es): Yes
Who are they: Matthew Granger *sighs*
Do you think you've been in love?: I was in love with Rob and Owen, so yes
Want to go to college: I'm already there, baybee
Like high school: I hated it. It was uber-ghey
Want to get married: No
Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: No, I type with my index fingers and thumbs
Believe in yourself: I try to
Get motion sickness: Yes
Think you're attractive: Not really
Think you're a health freak: More like wannabe health freak. I'm vegetarian but my exercise needs improving
Get along with your parents: Yes, most of the time
Like thunderstorms: Yes, as long as I'm not in one
Play an instrument: Yes - piano, guitar and drums

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
Go to the mall: No, I need to got Afflecks but everything there costs so bloody much
Been on stage: I think I did Bruins but can't remember when
Been dumped: Yes, or whatever the equivalent for fuck buddies is
Gone skating: No
Made homemade cookies: No
Been in love: Yes
Dyed your hair: Yes, my roots needed doing
Stolen anything: No


-------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
Flown on a plane: Yes
Missed school because it was raining?: No, that's just pathetic. I missed it because I was snowed in, but that's beyond my control
Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Many times
Cried during a Movie?: Yes
Ever thought an animated character was hot: I'd do Cheetara from Thundercats. Danny's with me on this one!
Had an imaginary friend: I had imaginary pets because the parents wouldn't let me and Jack have a cat
Cut your hair: No, I leave that to the hairdressers
Had crush on a teacher?: They were all mingers. One of my Spanish language teachers (Ana Castineiras) is hot though.
Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: This question is so stupid I'm not going to diginify it with...oops
Been caught "doing something”: Almost, by Jack. I nearly got caught by his stupid friend Matthew while I was doing the nasty with Rob
Been called a tease: No
Gotten beaten up?: Only by Jack
Shoplifted: No

-----------THE FUTURE------------------
Age you hope to be married: Marriage? Me? Fuck off
Numbers and Names of Children: None
Descibe your Dream Wedding: In a field, and I want to wear a red dress and play The Flower People by Spinal Tap
How do you want to die?: In my sleep
What do you want to be when you grow up?: Translator
What country would you most like to visit?: Mexico


-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
Best eye color: Green (Rob has green eyes, so does Matthew)
Best hair color: Dark, but Rob and Owen are the only brunettes I've had anything with (Danny is naturally a brunette but he's bleached his hair. It was blue at one point)
Short or long hair: Depends on what suits the person
Best height: 6ft
Best weight: Slender
Best first date location: Jilly's
Best first kiss location: Jilly's


-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
Number of people I could trust with my life: 3 - Mum, Helen and Rob
Number of CDs that I own: Not as many as Jack
Number of piercings: 6
Number of tattoos: 1
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: I got a letter published protesting against the war in Iraq, and I've had my picture in a couple of times. I've had two letters published in the NME, one under my real name
Number of scars on my body: A few on my arms when I went through a really nasty self-harming phase and used the big serrated kitchen knife

---------FAVORITES------------
Shampoo: Herbal Essence or whatever it's called
Fav Color(s): Green
Day/Night: Night
Summer/Winter: Summer
Lace or Satin: Satin
Fave Cartoon Character: Stewie the evil baby from Family Guy
Fave Food: Chocolate or Italian
Fave Movie: The Usual Suspects
Fave sport: Unicorn baiting (kUrk is teh UnIkORN!)

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
Wearing: A towel
Drinking: Nothing. I want to vomit
Thinking about: my stupid bloody Latin American Studies essay
Listening to: Nirvana

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
Cried: No
Worn jeans: No
Met someone new online: No
Done laundry: No
Drove a car: No
Talked on the phone: Yes, to my mum

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
Yourself: I try to be positive
Your friends: Yes
Santa Claus: No
Tooth Fairy: No
Destiny/Fate: Yes, which is unusual for a witch, but some things are meant to happen
Angels: Guardian angels. I believe the dead watch over us
Ghosts: Yes, for reasons I'm not going into
UFO's: There has to be aliens out there somewhere. There's probably loads of Lottes in parallel universes. Yes, I've been reading too much Red Dwarf
God: Not the Christian one. But there is a higher force out there

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE-----------
Do you ever wish you had another name?: I used to hate it, but I like having an unusual name. I've only met one person with the same name as me
Do you like anyone?: Yes
Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: They're all pretty similar. Matthew is also a cynical bastard. Paul and me have a similar outlook on life and politics, likewise me and Chloe. Danny and me tend to think in the same way, except he's more analytical. Gina is probably the most like me when it comes to personality
Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Helen. I met her when we were 3
Are you close to any family member?: My mum. I have to be, since she's the only parent I have
Who do you hang around the most?: At uni, probably Danny or the flatmates
When have you cried the most: Apart from when my dad died, when Rob and me split I went through a really really low phase. I wrote some miserable songs, cut myself a lot, was convinced no-one liked me and generally felt like shit. Thank god I got a job in Smiths or I would have been even unhappier. I actually really hated Rob for a while after we split up. I don't hate him any more but I will never forgive him for it. Never.
What's the best feeling in the world?: Just being able to chill and forget about stuff
Worst feeling?: Extreme depression and self-loathing. That's when I reach for the scissors or the kitchen knife
What time is it now?: 14:20